Doom's Angel

Blurb:
Lola, otherwise known as Doom’s Angel on the net, wants to fit in at school. Frendships have already molded and set dry while Lola is just not set yet. Being, “not normal”, Lola has to try and fit in the best way she can while not change herself. But her head and her heart swiftly changes, as she falls in love with a girl, Yuki, a Japanese who can’t fit in. Will this be the rise of Lola? Or will this be the end of Doom’s Angel?

NaNoWriMo: Day 6

Word Count: 1,612
Words to finish: 48,388

Not going to finish. At all.

HOLY COW!

Tomorrow is NaNoWriMo.
Fudgemicles!!!

Bold the truths:
I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.
I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy rock music.
I enjoy RNB and pop.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.
I prefer bands than singers.


I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)

All Time Low. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Ok Go. Panic At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Adam Lambert. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Green Day. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. Simple Plan. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Tokio Hotel. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Forever The Sickest Kids. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. Muse.

II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)

Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click. Scarface. District 9.

III. TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)

ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Smallville. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Ace of Cakes. Supernatural. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Whose Line is it Anyway?. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach

Day 01 - Favourite Song

I did this exact same one on Tumblr, if you read my Tumblr I am up to Day 25 so pretty much, half of these things are copied from that. So beware!

Okay I have many, so maybe the top 10?
1.You Got the Love - Florence + The Machine
2.Scariligious - Never Shout Never
3.Gives You Hell - The All American Rejects
4.I Wanna Touch You - The All American Rejects
5.Painting Flowers - All Time Low
6.Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
7.Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson’
8.Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
9.Riding Solo - Jason DeRulo
10.The Last Day on Earth - Kate Miller Heidke

Blogger Challenge no. 2

•Day 1 - Favourite song
•Day 2 - Favourite Movie
•Day 3 - Favourite TV show
•Day 4 - Favourite Book
•Day 5 - Favourite quote
•Day 6 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 7 - A photo that makes you happy
•Day 8 - A photo that makes you angry/sad
•Day 9 - A photo you took
•Day 10 - A photo you took over 10 years ago
•Day 11 - A photo you took recently
•Day 12 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 13 - A fiction book
•Day 14 - A non-fiction book
•Day 15 - A fan fic
•Day 16 - A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
•Day 17 - An art piece
•Day 18 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 19 - A talent of yours
•Day 20 - A hobby of yours
•Day 21 - A reciepe
•Day 22 - A website
•Day 23 - A Youtube Video
•Day 24 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 25 - Your day, in great detail
•Day 26 - Your week, in great detail
•Day 27 - This month, in great detail
•Day 28 - This year, in great detail
•Day 29 - Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
•Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 30 - Your Dreams

• To get married, have kids (adopted, IVF or natural)
• Finish High School
• Finish University
• Make gay marriage legal in Australia
• To be carefree and relaxed and enjoy life as it comes
• To leave my life happy, and furfilled.
• Pass my Year 10 Certificate with at least a Band 3 or 4.
• Live, Love, Laugh

Day 29 - Something that you miss

I miss my Dad, three years on March 6th, it still haunts me and I still miss him.
I miss Marcus, who died of cancer last year, he told me that he loved me and I rejected him, and I was sad because of that, he taught me not to live like that, and always remeber the good stuff, not the bad.
I miss everyone who left my world ever since I was little.
I miss my crush who is on the ski trip and I can't tell my crush that I love shim so much.

Day 28 - Something that you regret

I have so many things that I regret.
If I just list some, it would take forever, seriously forever.
One of my regrets, was I could stay up 30mins more to say goodnight to day, couple hours before his death, just to see him alive one more time would make my world go round.

Day 27 - Your First Kiss

I still haven't had a "first kiss", I am 16 and single and proud of it. I prefer to keep it that way until the person comes along that is right for me.

Day 26 - What is in your bag

In my Domo bag, there is my water bottle, camera, phone, wallet and iPod. I walked into town with it earlier this morning.

Day 25 - Your beliefs

• I believe that homosexuals should marry. Love is love.
• Everyone is equal.
• Religion shouldn't even go into politics, this is not even the 18th century anymore.
• People shouldn't stereotype religion with some things (e.g Muslims with terrorism), people just make a religion have a bad name.
• Make an educational belief with reasoning, not some stupid redneck statement.

Day 24 - Your Best Friend

I have a few. But they live 1000km away from me.

• Amandine (France)
• Gabrielle (USA)
• Theodora (Hong Kong)
• Praew (Thailand)
• Maya (Japan)
• Aoi (Japan)
• Mali (Japan)
• Haruka (Japan)
• Anna (Russia)
• Hyemi (South Korea)
• Heather (USA)

They aren't in any particular order, I list the countries they are from as well. =D

Day 23 - Your Fears

• Dying (I greet death and accept it, but the thought HOW I am going to die and when is freaking me out)
• Uneaveness
• Getting hurt serverly
• Loss of everything that I love
• Failing

Day 22 - a picture of something that make you happy

"I love Harry Potter" by m0thyyku

Harry Potter makes me happy in all sort of ways. It reminds me as a young 6 or 7 year old watching the first Harry Potter movie with my family. It was the first series of books that I read independently and liked. I had dyspraxia so it affected my speech and how I say stuff, reading books actually helped me through it and now I am better than I was 12 years ago.

Day 21 - Your day in great detail

Sunday, 29th August 2010

6:30 am - Woke up & play on my iPod
7 am - Went to the toilet
7:15 am - Had breakfast
7:30 am - Watch TV
8 am - Questioning what the heck I am doing, ending up having a shower
9 am - Tumblr, Facebook, Blogger, Email
10 am - Slowly getting ready to walk into town
11 am - Walking to town stopping every so often to wait for my slowpoke mother with her cane. It takes like half an hour for a 15 minute walk. Not cool!
12 om - Had lunch, left mother and walked off, took 20 minutes for her to come back home watching me on the computer on Tumblr/Blogger.
1:30 pm - Continued to be on Tumblr & Blogger, debating whether or not to do homework. SERIOUSLY! IT'S A HARD QUESTION TO ASK!

I still have to continue from 1:35 pm - 9 pm, but it would be me debating my homework situation. My mum doesn't know that I still need to finish my Geography booklet (she thought I already handed it in) and do an essay. Shhh! Keep it a secret!

Day 20 - Whatever Tickles Your Fancy

OMG! I OFFICIL-AYYYY HAVE DEVIANART! OMGOMGOMGOMG! Haha, I might put up photographs up, I dunno, whatever tickles my fancy really. But it's good! I can show off my artwork to you guys. Well, maybe once I get the fluffing scanner up. =/

Day 19 - A YouTube video

This is my favourite video by the Vlogbrothers.

It's about a song about book eight of Harry Potter. It's really funny how they did it.

Day 18 - A Hobby of Yours

Writing stories, poems, all that sort of jazz. You know, the usual? If you been reading my blog here you notice short stories and poems. Look at the archive about early this year if you want to have a sneak peak.

Sometime, I will eventually write up here my short story that I wrote for my half yearly examinations for English. I got about 14 out of 20 or something like that. They marked me down because it has death and bullying in it. They want something happy, like a happy Disney story so I am going to write for my next short story about a lesbian couple who have bipolar and give birth to a Coke bottle name Fred. Sorry if I offend anyone with my story line, I just want to teach the Board of Studies and my teachers to respect people's story choices.

Day 17 - A talent of yours

I am double jointed. My fingures go like this and you can se my bone in my fingures. I can only do this in my middle three fingures on both of my hands. My pinkie and thumb are just normal like they are always are. My eyes can shrivle up and go like 90 km/hr and my arm can almost do 360 degrees - all the way round. I go up to about 90-180 degrees so far.

Day 16 - An Art Piece

It's called "Duckie" and it's by SimpleThingsPhotos.
Underneath the caption it says:

Whats the first thing you notice?
What do you like the most?
The least?
What could make it better?
Whats the first thing you thought when
you saw this?
What made you click this image?

Day 15 - a song that makes you cry

Kate Miller Hiedke's song "The Last Day on Earth". It makes me cry towards the end, I don't know why, it just makes sense to me how the lyrics are true for me and I don't care about anyone has said about it. I just cry and how I feel like it is my last day on earth, every friggen moment, every day.

Look down the ground below is crumbling
Look up the stars are all exploding

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams (x2)
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams

Between the dust and the debris
There's a light surrounding you and me

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams (x2)
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams

And you hold me closer than I,
can ever remember being held
I'm not afraid to sleep now,
if we can stay like this until

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams (x2)
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me

(x2)
In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me? I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name
I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside

I ache, I ache, I ache inside (x3)

The last couple lines "In my head I replay our conversations/Over and over till they feel like hallucinations/You know me? I love to loose my mind/And every time anybody speaks your name/I still feel the same/I ache, I ache, I ache inside" I just cry. It's so real for me, I just cry about it.

Day 14 - A picture of you & your family

I don't think that my family would of appreciate me putting up their photos, in case of crazy stalkers or some crap like that. I can describe them or generalise them for you:

• Mum - age 53, widow, librarian, stands up for her rights and mine (I question about my rights so far) and her legs are pretty much killing her with her achillies attendant (spelling is not my strenght xD)
• Lelia - age 22 (23 in December), manager of Dangerfield, her boyfriend reminds me of Hamish Blake, snake bite piercing, amazing cool tatoos, and the oldest of the three sisters.
• Tegan - age 20 (21 in October), casual/part-time worker at Dangerfield, tall, ex-Netballer, funny (same as Lelia) and wishes she has the looks of me (haha, jokes).
• Sinead - age 16, single, kicks peoples arses, Harry Potter freak, Pokemon Master and everything that you want to be (haha it's me).

Day 13 - a picture of you last year and now; how you’ve changed since then

Me at last year's Athletics Carnival at school.
Me at this year's Swimming Carnival

How I changed? Not much, I think I am caring a bit more since it's the Year 10 Certificate year and I want to do decently well. Caring about my studies more like it. xD I think I slightly more mature than last year and I am learning about myself, my limits and my own definition of myself. I think the definition of what I thought of me last year was different to what I define myself at the end of the year.

I have to be more mature cause I am "legal" (like drinking with adult supervision, can move out, drive and have sex) and I have to make my own decisions. I only get to be 16 once and I am not in a rush to do half those things (except driving, I want to drive and get my P1 license but I don't want to crash).

So in the end, I matured and wised up over a year.

Day 12 - nicknames you have and why

Sinbad - Named after a cartoon pirate, I thought it was pretty gangster.
Sinbabe - My friends gave me this nickname because it was like a stripper name and they thought it was pretty funny at the time. No I don't strip nor do I plan to.
Marshmellow - One of the Japanese exchange students (Moeko) gave me her pink jacket because she didn't like it or her suitcase was full and she gave me her jacket. It was pink and very puffy and it reminded people of a pink marshmellow. So whenever I wear it my friends say my nickname of Marshmellow.
Shorty - I am 16 and I am 1.57 m (157cm) tall. I am shorter than most 12 and 13 year olds but I use it to my advantage. xD
Tornado Sineado - My Japanese name is Shineido (Shi-ni-i-do) so my friend thought it was a cool Japanese name so therefore Tornado Sineado came about.

Day 11 - how you found out about tumblr (blogger in this case) and why you got one

I found blogger because my mum uses it for her library and some of the fiveawesomegirls uses it. I think that blogger is quite peaceful unlike tumblr and Facebook. I don't think much people from my school uses it so it's quite clean. xD I use Blogger for just writing without ristrictions as such.

Day 10 - songs you listen to when you’re happy, sad, bored, excited, mad

Happy: Big Jet Plane - Angus & Julia Stone
Sad: The Last Day on Earth - Kate Miller-Heidke
Bored: Painting Flowers - All Time Low
Excited: Alice - Avril Lavigne
Mad: Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

Day 09 - something you’re proud of in the past few days

I felt proud last weekend, haha, so like a week ago from today, it was my first actual day of the 40hr Famine and I survived by doing drawings in my VAPD (Visual Arts Process Diary) like doing my fat Unicorn called Marshmellow, reading books, and doing my homework (which went terrible) and sleep.

Last night I felt proud of playing a half a game of Basketball for a team which was one down before half time. I just played a game before hand and I didn't have to help them. They thanked me heaps and I said no problem, it was a nice thing to do. I had fun with them. So it was a nice feeling. xD

Day 08 - Short term Goals this month and why

• Finish off my assessments - History & Geography as far as I know is worth like 20% of my school certificate, if I get 70% at least in the assessment (being unrealistic), I will be happy. So finishing them is my short term (plus doing them well) and achiving a good result in my school certificate is my long term. xD
• Surviving my last 3 actual weeks of term 3 - They are my last proper 3 weeks of school of year 10 before the crazy term 4. If I achieve on surviving, then I can survive term 4.
• Plan for NaNoWriMo - I have to win. I don't care.
• Raise money for 40hr Famine - Help kinds in 3rd World Countries. It makes me feel better about myself helping other kids.

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

I don't have a picture of him though here. He is my Dad and he died on March 6, 2007, age 50 (51 on December 30th). He had the biggest impact on me. I learned from him that you have to put your whole heart on things, even if it didn't reap it's own rewards, instead being used and cheated on. I learned that I have to be strong and work for things.

Day 06 - favorite super hero and why

Captain Planet because I use to watch him when I was younger. The good old days of the mid-late 90s, where everything was good and not as crap as it like now. The days was brilliant and layed back and nothing was too serious back then.

I liked Captain Planet because he taught us something, that our earth, our planet was our friend. Unlike the newer superheros, his situations applied outside the TV, our earth needs saving.

Captain Planet Theme Song:
"EARTH!"
"FIRE!"
"WIND!"
"WATER!"
"HEART!"

"Go Planet!"

"By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!"

Captain Planet, he's our hero
Gonna take pollution down to zero

He's our powers magnified
And he's fighting on the planet's side

Captain Planet, he's our hero
Gonna take pollution down to zero

Gonna help him put asunder
Bad guys who like to loot and plunder

"You'll pay for this Captain Planet!"

We're the Planeteers
You can be one too
'Cause saving our planet is the thing to do!

Looting and polluting is not the way
Hear what Captain Planet has to say!

Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you been to

This photo was taken when the school group went to Disneyland in Tokyo, I am the one with the shirt with the hammer on it. xD

Day 04 - A Habit that you wish you didn't have

I wish I didn't have the habit of biting my nails.

Day 03 - A picture of you & your friends

Me & Yan Yan
Haruka

Hyemi

Gabrielle

Amandine

Day 02 - a recent picture of yourself and 15 facts about you

(This is me and Hannah)

1. When I was young, I ate white bread with tons of tomato sauce.
2. I had a Sailor Moon Outfit with the wand. I am cool.
3. I think Pokemon is cool.
4. I think Rove should be still on.
5. Pokemon > Maths/Science assessment
6. I am not your Gen Y stereotype. I KNOW THINGS KOCHIE!
7. I secretly want a Basketball team called the Ravenclaws *silver and blue) or the Mighty Ducks (black and purple)
8. If Tony Abbot becomes Prime Minister, I will get my broomstick and live in Japan as a Harajuku girl.
9. I want a tatoo. Two in fact. One on my left wrist of the Death Eaters Mark, the other hands surrounding the quote of "I love you Graeme & Annie this much".
10. Red is an ugly colour.
11. I think Asian girls are so adorable and cute and I wish I was asian.
12. I want to have an Asian kid. xD
13. I think Maths is stupid and I think half the stuff that we learn isn't going to be life-saving-need-to-know stuff for life.
14. Queen Elizabeth I is the bomb.
15. Twilight is stupid, and I think that Vampires who sparkle are the stereotypical gay person or a sparkle pixie.
    

Day 01 - Introduce Yourself

Fudgeee.... How do I introduce myself?
I am Doom, or Spiffy, or Laffy. I don't care. I live in Godric's Hollow in Australia. No, Godric's Hollow is not in England/Scotland, it's in Australia. I adore Harry Potter and randomness.... Welll, I am 160 y.o.... nah... Just 16...
Well, that's all you really need to know.

30 Day Challenge (it's for Tumblr but hey it's blogger)

1. Introduce yourself
2. a recent picture of yourself and 15 facts about you
3. a picture of you and your friends
4. a habit that you wish you didn’t have
5. a picture of somewhere you’ve been to
6. favorite super hero and why
7. a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
8. short term goals for this month and why
9. something you’re proud of in the past few days
10.songs you listen to when you’re happy, sad, bored, excited, mad
11. how you found out about tumblr and why you got one
12. nicknames you have and why
13. a picture of you last year and now; how you’ve changed since then
14. a pic of u and ur family
15. a song that makes you cry
16. an art piece
17. a talent of yours
18. a hobby of yours
19. a youtube video
20. whatever tickles your fancy
21. your day in great detail
22. a picture of something that make you happy
23. your fears
24. your best friend
25. your beliefs
26. whats in your bag
27. your first kiss
28. something you regret
29. something you miss
30. your dreams

Future

Future

(degrees/careers)

Journalism (Writing)

Arts (Japanese/English)

Arts (Japanese) transfer Education (Secondary)

Dance

Addiction (Winter edition 2010)

Addiction

Fame

Journalism

Frankie

Japanese anime

Death Note

Dance

University requirements

HSC subject choices

Moving

Boxes

Floor sleeping

Hot chocolate

Holidays

Partying

Driving

Chocolate

Reading

Stories

Writing stories

Music writing

Music dancing

Never Shout Never

Okay, for the past couple of nights I have been listening to Never Shout Never, an American alias of Christofer Ingle. Chris is a massive hottie and he isn’t as cool as your Taylor Lautener or Rob Pattinson, he is just plain awesome. You, the readers, may or may not heard of Chris, but he is famous (well, well known) over in USA for Never Shout Never. He dropped out of Joplin Senior High and he follows a strict vegetarian diet.

This all relates back to my nights where I just listen to few million of his songs and slept through them. When I first started listening to them it was up at 6 times (to listening to a song on iTunes) then after the few nights where I fell asleep next to my iPod (my mum didn’t mind my iPod on, it was VERY QUIET), it has gone up to 105-109 times listen to. Which, I practically drove me insane. I knew every song and its lyric (wow, I am such a sad, sad, 16 year old girl) and I could even belt it out singing in front of my school (my school has 500-600 students in the high school and about 200-300 kids in the primary over two campuses).

Most of my friends have not heard of Never Shout Never. I introduced it to my friend who have sort of heard of heard of them but have not bothered downloading any of their songs. So she gave it a listen after I gave her a USB of the songs that I already downloaded. She loved them of course! I originally started listening to them after my French pen pal, Amandine, wrote it up on her info page of Facebook that she adores Never Shout Never. I was curious to hear what they sound like because I needed more songs and not too much of the mainstream music on my iPod. I listen to him and now I adore him so much, I think I am a fan girl and will become a freaky fan to him (now I know how the crazy fan girls feel when they see Robert Pattinson around or see him on film). I use to be obsessed with Panic at the Disco when I was in year five. I am still listening to their songs though, even if they ‘broke’ up.

This came to my second conclusion; I really wanted to start my own band up or at least have an alias like Christofer Ingle does. I am being really serious this time, not like my joking self. I started a failed music group called Lola and the Rawr which started on Valentine’s Day last year. It kind of failed because I don’t know how to write songs or play the guitar very well. I knew how to play the flute, but I wouldn’t risk being flat and my song being on MySpace.

So now, I am on planning stages of my band, or at least the alias part of it. Creating music is such a hard thing to do!

WHAZZZAPPPP WINTAAAA?

Winter

To

Do

List

Reading

English Assessment

Writing

Blogging

Tweeting

Partying

16th birthday

Walking

Photography

Late Nights

Late mornings

Never Shout Never

Ice Skating

Moving on

Music

This is a quiz that I took on Facebook because of my friend. I get very bored on Facebook and this will help my boredom. I think this would be interesting to take, so you should try it too!

How many songs in total: 492
How many hours or days of music: 1.2 Days

Sort the song by title
First song: Absolutley (Story of A Girl) - Nine Days
Last song: 7 Minutes in Heaven - Fall Out Boy

Sort by time
Shortest time: Introduction - Panic at the Disco
Longest time: The End - The Remus Lupins

Sort by album
First Album: Absolution - Muse
Last Album: 7 Years & 50 Days - Groove Coverage

Top five most played songs
1. Beep - Pussy Cat Dolls
2. Don' Cha - Pussy Cat Dolls
3. Shake It - Metro Station
4. Seventeen Forever - Metro Station
5. Wait a Minute - Pussy Cat Dolls

First song that comes up on shuffle:
Haven't Met You Yet - Michael Bublé

Search the following & state how many songs come up:
(This includes albums and artists as well)

Death: 5
Life: 20
Love: 28
Hate: 2
You: 68
Sex: 0

Writing #5

At The Front

Bombs flying

Bodies flying like angles

My eye darts like bullets

Searching through the lifeless scene

I wonder why humans fight

Would you kill a man that has innocence?

Or just shoot at them because you were told to

I just laugh at the mess

that people had made

My friends seem so lifeless

I think they greet Death with open arms,

I think I should do too

I want to get out of the hell hole

My commander yells at me,

I just ignored him as usual,

I get out of the trench

and ran like a cheetah

Bullets flying like the wind

One hits me

I ignored it like my commander

I smiled, I was free at last

BOO YAH?!?

After realising that my half yearly exams are in three weeks, I have done nothing about it nor do I particulary want to start studying with two more sleeps to go before my opening night of Me & My Girl. This is my sense of pocrastination arising, my scores with this terrible disease will be between 50-75% range of my marks in about 7 subjects. So it's a bound lecture of my sisters trying to convince me that I have to be just like them or that I won't survive my Senior years. I mean, I want to try my best, but is it totally worth it right now? Year Ten is pretty much a non-serious HSC year where you can virtually pass the important "Government" exam. Seriously, does my University care that I didn't take any notice or failed Year 10 Certificate? Answer is, not really. I mean my employer doesn't care either.

Do you even know why I am continuing with this?

I get that every time I press 'log on' into Blogger. Why I am writing this? Am I talking to myself in this cyber world? Why would anyone follow a 15 year old girl who tells about how 'fasinating' or 'how boring' her life is? I might be a thousand, or more, kilometres away from you, the reader, but I still want to have a say, freedom of speech you would like to say, about how I am coping with the big, bad world that lies beyond my lawn, my house, and even my tiny room upstairs (I feel like Harry now). To see it through my tiny, blue eye, how life could be so 'scary' to a 15 going on 16 girl who hasen't be able to drive, drink alcohol or move out yet or appricieate the freedom like some people who are now adults. Scary huh?

I day dream a lot in class, like most teenagers do on a school day at their boringest class ever imaginable. I day dream about a lot of things, involving me trying to impersenate Lady GaGa and counting down to end of class (I start doing that with half an hour to go and start getting agitated and loosing focus at 15 minutes to go). Who doesn't do that anyway? No teacher actually picks it up and says it on my report saying "Sinead has been day dreaming in my class. Way. Too. Much." I mean, they NEVER DO PICK IT UP! They just comment on the fact that I need to ask questions more or I need to get into class descussions or I need to talk more. I just need to have extra time to 'flower' and master the skills of being a talking air-head in class so the teachers would write down that I ask questions and more socialised. Great... Next time they would say that I need to ask and talk less...

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty

13 Reasons Why I Hate You

"I was always an entertainer.

I was a ham as a little girl and I am a ham today."

---Lady GaGa

Yeah, I agree with you. How does thirteen reasons why I hate you got to do with Lady Gaga? I keep on thinking about the fact that the two don't mix unless if you count as the normal Lady GaGa as a teen, she got bullied at school and was never popular (I read an interview of her in Dolly magazine) and now she is using her fame for good rather than evil. Then the 13 reasons why I hate you does fit into that story.

I got a letter about being an exchange student. The thing is I have no clue if mum would let me go on it. I left it on her bed, with post it notes saying, "We will see how it goes, if it not, there is always next year" and "I'm only going for 2 months so I won't 'miss' you or school'. She just came down stairs and laughed and said, "I would thought about it if you said that I love you (meaning to her)". But I said in defence, "You weren't suggested by the love hearted post it notes". Now she is thinking about it in 2011/12 summer holidays. T.T'

I finished "Thirteen Reasons Why" by Jay Asher. It's his debut novel. Once I read it, I thought Jay was writing for years. It's about a boy named Clay and he recieved a series of casette taps, recorded by Hannah Barker, whom took her own life just two weeks before. Clay learns the reasons why Hannah committed suicide, one of the reasons was because of him. It was so good to read! I read for an hour straight and done half the book.

Signing off

DoomAngelKitty

I HAVE OFFICIALLY HAVE SKYPE

Yes, the title says it all. I HAVE OFFICIALLY HAVE SKYPE! Oh my, it's should say "I HAVE OFFICIALLY HAVE NO LIFE OUTSIDE THE INTERNET!" All because I have (yes I am going to list them all and you are going to sit and read and feel happier that you have a proper life):

• Facebook
• YouTube
• Twitter
• Blogger
• Neopets account
• Skype
• MSN
• MySpace
• Interpals account
• Mosman blogger

Yes, 10 internet famous accounts on the internet. I have officially no life because of it. No, I won't accept your friend request, nor do I want to talk (this is an example) to a 49 y.o man who wants to show his part to me or wants me to be his wife from Turkey (it actually did happen, but I clicked, 'Report', 'Block' and 'delete'). So, now you got it people of the wider world outside my house?

But Skye is REALLY, REALLY, REALLY confusing. I am slowly getting use to it. The purpose of me getting skype was seeing friends that I haven't talk to or seen properly since my early days of primary school and my friends who live outside Australia who I really want to talk to and see face to face, in a way. It's kind of like using skye to see relatives who live in Africa or somewhere in Europe.

Signing off

DoomAngelKitty

APRIL - The Green Month

When I wake up

the dream isn't done.

I wanna see your face,

and I know that I made it home.

If nothing is true,

What more can I do?

I am still painting flowers for you.

--- Painting Flowers by All Time Low

I haven't blogged for a long time. I AM SO SORRY! School has just ended and during my first term of year ten, it was getting a little bit hectic. At one point I had eight assessments out of ten subjects that I am forced/chose to do. If you don't know, I have to choose two subjects that I want to take as an elective (Visual Arts & Japanese) and the other eight, I am forced to do because of the stupid Board of Studies told me too/school told me too (English, Science, Mathematics (5.1-5.2), Religion And Values Education (RAVE), PDH, PE, Geography and History). Too... much... subjects.. I am so looking forward to when I can drop the majority of these subjects.

On Thursday it was April Fools' Day. My goodness! I actually succeed in a way by telling people that it was my last day here because I was going to go on a ten month exchange to Japan. Some people were fooled by it so much, I just didn't tell them that it was a joke. Others, I just burst out laughing like few seconds after their reaction. It was so funny! My teacher fell for it so much that she pretty much hated me afterwards as a joke. xD

Signing off,

DoomAngelKitty

Dear Life, I simply hate how you made 'death'

"You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing.

I wove webs for you because I liked you. After all,

what's life anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die.

A spider's life can't help being something of a mess,

with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you,

perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows

anyone's life can stand a little of that."

---E.B White ("Charlotte's Webb")

Okay, today is the third anniversry (6th March) of my father's death. I was crying the night before because I feel so empty. I was closer to my dad than mum and that will never change (sorry mum). I have to take my mind off the whole thing between my dad's death and not having a strong (I think it's a weak relationship) with mum and deciding not really to have that strong relationship due to personal reasons. Then on Sunday is mum's and dad's wedding anniversery. I need to think something else than actually crying
my head off.

I guess I will leave you with this "Life is like an hourglass. Eventually, everything hits the bottom and all you have to do is wait it out until someone comes along and turns it around."

Signing off,
Doom

Dear immune system

Dear immune system,

I would like to thank you for giving me nearly a week of torture with uncontrollable sneezing and coughing, re-occuring headaches, a throat for 10 - 15 hours of pain whenever I swallowed or drank something and making me look like a diseased panda (no offense to panda enthusiasts or pandas themselves).

Thank you for also missing three school days in which could be more entertaining than watching old episodes of Dr Phil, Ellen and Oprah or me procrastinating on where or no to write a practice essay about satire in Animal Farm. I am now feeling like I am going to die from this bored and pain that you made me go through.

I hope you fail me again in the near future,
Doom

Friendship is love

"We wil be friends,

as long as stars twinkle in the sky,

as long as angles are there up high,

'till oceans run dry,

and till the day I die."

Friendship is suppose to be heaven. But we do fight as friends, that's why I sort of think it's part of a healthy friendship if we fight, it makes us stronger and test us to the limits.

I use to be friends in kindergarten (Kindergarten 2000) and I was friends with this girl called Katie Stewart (I think that was her last name). It's been a decade since I last saw her and I still remember one memory I asked her during class how old she was. She was going to turn five while others were going to turn six (we have Pre-Kindergarten at my school and normally students in Pre-Kindergarten were turning five). I haven't been in contact with her, she moved somewhere I think and I only remember meeting her once before, a year later when she came to visit us for a day, but after that, we lost track and we never been in contact since then. Did anyone have a similar story to this?

The quote is the same as the picture up the top. I put this on a package for my pen pal's package for her birthday. The quote to me is saying that we will be friends for a long time (or at least forever).

Sick Doom

"Friendship is born at that moment when one person said to another,

"What? You too? Thought I was the only one."

--- C.S Lewis

Don't you hate when you get sick? I have a head cold and I am hating it. On Wensday (a.k.a tomorrow) I have a Geography excursion to a sporting oval, a garabage tip and to a dam. It's about waste management and I am going to hate it. I have to write notes about it and write like an essay about waste management. I don't need notes, waste management is the boringest part of Geography, EVER. I could do this in my sleep, I am repeating all the stuff that I already knew about in my other class, which you could say it's a good thing that I am a bit ahead in this class. Well, if you know as a Geography student in Australia in High School, it is not very fun, especially learning about rubbish for the gazillionth time in your schooling. I did that in year five but there is not much more about rubbish than the year five level. Yes, we do need to recycle and reduce our rubbish but that's not rocket science.

I am going to upload another video on my personalle channel and tonight make and upload another video on DAKtelevision. I was thinking of:

1. China with the whole Tibet & Hong Kong ownage
2. Another Book reivew
3. Some other type of review
4. Homosexual marriage (approve)

The thing was #1, will get a massive argument over it. I know some but not all Chinese are strong about having Tibet & Hong Kong as apart of their country while others might not have an opinon or might think that China is too "greedy" and should make Tibet & Hong Kong their own country, not under China's rule. I know the fact that one of the exchange students from China (I am not going to say her name) thinks that China is superior than the USA and that they are trying to say that China should not have Tibet as part of their country and saying that Obama is being weak. Luckily one of my friend's brother said that she shouldn't of said it because people have very strong views about what her country does to people. Not saying that she should have an opinion, just it's a sensitive topic.

I guess after it all it'll come down into a review of something. All because I really don't want to have a humongous debate on my opinion on whether it is right or wrong because my opinion does not speak the "right" or "wrong" way of the problem. It's just one out of bazillions of ideas on the problem, that is all really.

Signing out

DoomAngelKitty

Blah, Blah, Blah

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference
--Elie Wiesel

On Wensday this week, during Assembly, the year tweleve boys were going to do their musical item. One of the guys goes up to the microphone and said on the lines of, "Okay, we are doing 4 minutes and 33 seconds". If you know the song, it's just pure silence instead of music playing as pure usual. So the year 12s boys just stood by their instruments and just stood their. Everyone laughed so much because it is just irregular compare to our usual stuff that happens in the musical part of our assembly.

Sorry for the short post. I can't really think of anything else.

Signing off
DoomAngelKitty

English Writing #4

Rain

The rain was wet on my face. I had to walk in the cold, icy, wet rain to the bus shelter from class. It was miserable like my Geography lessons I had in previous days. The grass was turned into an Olympic size swimming pool. The bus shelter turned into a lake (quite literaly). I was bound to be a wet private school student with the smell of wet dog.

The bus, apart from the extra 30 minutes wait was an extra 20 minutes late. So all that time on Facebook after getting home from the bus, wasted by waiting for the bus, because of the stupid wet, cold, icy rain. Why can't rain just go away, out of my sight? But then again, I hate the stinky, hot, dry weather I get un the summer.

I dried off on the bus. I couldn't believe I was out of the wet and cold rain. The windows were fogged, like from the characters do in the books I read. Why was it so gloomy? Why was the rain make all hapiness disappear? It was reminding me about my soul and how there was no happiness in there left.

Survey (unoriginality here)

WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?
Loosing someone that I love (I did loose three people in the course of three years) and being alone in the world.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WAY OF SPENDING TIME?
Listening to music, procrastinating on Facebook when I have homework, writing stories/songs, and just drawing.

WHICH LIVING PERSON DO YOU MOST ADMIRE?
Gosh... This is a hard one. I guess one of my friends who I write to named Josee who lives in Canada. One letter she wrote to me, just made me feel so sad, that I wish I could give her a long hug. She is the most admirable person I met.

WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE FICTIONAL HERO?
Harry Potter, Luna Lovegood & Bellatrix Lestrange.

WHO ARE YOUR REAL-LIFE HEROES?
J.K Rowling, my friends, my teachers and my dad.

WHAT IS YOUR MOST TREASURED POSSESSION?
Letters, things that I own now and when I was younger (it remindes me of memories), my house that I am going to leve this year (I lived here sincce I was nine months old and it helds special significants cause it's the only house that I do remember).

WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU HAPPIEST?
30th/31st January 2007 - First day of year 7, going with my dad in his car for my first day of High School.

WHAT IS YOUR MOST OBVIOUS CHARACTERISTIC?
Spontaneous and loud.

WHAT IS THE TRAIT YOU MOST DEPLORE IN OTHERS?
Ignorence, hatred, racist, unkind.

WHAT DO YOU MOST DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR APPEARANCE?
I don't like to say it, but everything except my hair and eyes.

WHAT DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT?
So far, I guess getting one of the semi-main parts in Wind In The Willows play 2009, getting into the A team in Hockey and getting my highest exam result ever, 77% in Religion.

WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE?
In my house in Australia. Otherwise, Tokyo, Japan.

WHAT IS IT YOU MOST DISLIKE?
That it's okay to be wrong.

WHAT DO YOU VALUE MOST IN YOUR FRIENDS?
That they are here for me no matter what.

HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?
Just natural causes, if it has to be an extreme case, car crash.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO (WORDS YOU LIVE BY OR THAT MEAN A LOT TO YOU)?
Be optermistic, the people you hate will die eventually.

WHO HAS BEEN THE GREATEST INFLUENCE ON YOU?
My friends, my dad, my friend who died of cancer (he taught me a lot) and J.K Rowling.

English Writing #3

Passion

I had a passion, a very strong passion. The passion that no one can really understand. It is too strong and that is really enough to say anything more about how strong the passion is compare to anyone else's own passion. It is a very strong passion.

I forgot, after my long rant about my strong passion, I have a passion to tell you. I wanted to be a Pokemon Master. I use to have the passion when I was younger, four years old to be exact. This was before I realise that Pokemon was just my fantasy and it was make believe. I wanted to drop out of school at age ten and roam around the world, catching Pokemon. This was when, I was four, I wasn't allowed to even walk from the bus stop to home without my sisters to guide me or stay at home by myself.

Then again, I don't even know if that was passion or me wanting to go by myself into the outside world. I guess it was my innocents of being a four year old and not knowing better at anything. I guess that you don't know what exactly a passion is at that age what so ever.

Then again, there was all my other passions when I was younger. A trumpet player, a wizard, Sailor Moon character (I had a Sailor Moon outfit - that was close enough), a shop owner and a restraunt owner. I guess that they are passions too if you think about it. Even some are obserd like being a fictional character in a TV show. This is my weird passions for you.

English Writing #2

Lollies

'Her lips was tied around the lolly pop. The lolly pop was popping in and out, I could see read. Cherry? Red apple? Who knows which flavour it was. Her eyes came over to my eyes. Now I was distracted about her eyes. It wasn't red like her lolly pop, but her eyes was a calm brown. Her eyes seem so calm but you could see a thousand stories.

"What do you want?" she asked, cold and calm but you could hear her annoyence with me.

"Err... Nothing," I said, quaking in my body. I didn't want her to get annoyed over nothing.

She returned into space. Still putting the lolly pop, in and out. It made me uncomfortable. I didn't want her to know that I liked her. I pulled the purple lolly pop out of my pocket. She just smiled. Nothing more or less. Just a smile.

English Writing

In English recently, we have ten minutes to write about one topic. In class we have written about "Death Solves all problems. No man, no problem", Rain, Passion, Lollies, and if Education is used for evil (along those lines). I am about to write some of my stories with you, as my own and not as someone else's.

Death Solves All Problems. No man, no problem.

'I looked at the grave. The gravestone seem so cold, bare, souless. It reminded me of my dad's funeral. The cold, lifeless body in the cold, heartless, lifeless, ground with no expression.

I wondered to myself, "Is there a life after death, where there is no problems, no man there. Just souls maimed in an artificial world." I just pondered a while, I looked at the gravestone in much wonder.

Graeme E. Sim-----
30.12.56-6.3.07

The man's last name was unreadable. The gravestone has spoken to me in words not to be spoken to me, just read. I wondered if dad was beside me in the artificial world, just thinking that he could be there for me and not traped in the world where nothing could go wrong and it isn't real.

I looked up, the sky was crying with rain. It could represent my world, souless, lifeless, where everything is so cold and nothing could be happy ever again. I sighed, and walked away with the thought in the souless, lifeless and unhappy world.

Is there a such thing called happiness? Why can't it be inside me already? Why can't I die already?'

Please tell me about your thoughts about this. Like? Dislike?

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty

Dreams c'mon already

"Imagine all the people living life in peace.
You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one.
I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will live as one."
---John Lennon

On Friday, I played my usual Basketball game. You know, go down to the Aquatic Centre and play Basketball, come back up and want to relax all weekend cause your body aches. Well, I scored four baskets (8 points for the Basketball-illiterates) which is what I get in a season. Everyone on my team wondered where was I every other game. They think that I should play like that every game, I told them that never make me play like that ever again because I was so worn out! My body is sort of aching still after three days later.

Sorry for a short post. I need to update a bit. Also! If you have 5 favourite songs, please post in the comments.

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty

Tagness from owlssayhoot

I got this from owlssayhoot. So I guess I decided to do it too. Something to do before I start school tomorrow.
Favorite Band/Artist: I guess it'll go back to the roots. Panic at the Disco (their new music is good, I prefer their old music back in 2005), Kelly Clarkson and Spice Girls.
Favorite Video: Err... I guess (if music video or VHS) "Bad Romance" by Lady GaGa. I just love the video clip. By VHS the old Disney moives like Beauty and the Beast.
Favourite Movie: Tough one. It depends really, I love My Neighbour Totoro (if anyone knows me, I am a total nerd when it comes to it), Juno... The list will go on.
Favorite Book: Deathly Hallows & Chamber of Secrets, as well as many others.
Favorite Designer/Label: Jay Jays.
Favorite Festival: Don't really have one.
Favorite TV-Show: Glee, 7PM Project, So You Think You Can Dance, Good News Week, Talking about your Generation & Spicks and Specks. Woah, too many favourite shows.
Favorite Person/Icon: Person, well my father, who worked his glutious maximus to make me have a good education and life. Without him, I guess, I wouldn't have any clue how hard life gets. Icon, well obviously J.K Rowling.
Favorite City/Country: Countries, well it's a bit hard cause I have so many like South Korea, Hong Kong, Japan, Thailand, Russia, Germany, England, France, and the USA. I guess because I have pen pals there or I am a desendant of people who use to live there. Then favourite cities, I guess is Sydney and Melbourne in Australia, as well as Tokyo, Hiroshima & Kyoto in Japan.
Favourite Moment Ever: Whenever I finish a book that I adore, a part of me (I feel it) just leaves me. Especially when I finished Book 7 in the Harry Potter series, as soon as I finished the last sentence in the epilogue, something died inside of me.

So... Summer holidays, you decided to end so quickly?

The best remedy for those who are afraid,
lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere
where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens,
nature and God. Because only then does one feel
that all is as it should be and that God wishes
to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature.
---Anne Frank

Today is my third last day of my summer holidays. Woah, it went quick. It feels like just yesterday I was walking to my friend's car after the Presentation Night (we had a half day - so it was a 12:30pm finish) and thinking that I was pretty much "wasted" (not in a drunken or drug-ing way) and realise that soon I have to be "serious" and all that jazz (ergh, I know, I know, how terrible that is) because the teachers and all that jazz is pretty much persuading you to choose that subject for the HSC. The HSC wouldn't be all that scary (I must admit) if it wasn't in capitals or pretty much sending vibes saying "this is a life or death set of exams, if you are fail, you are not qualified to get into . This whole thing about school made me realise that school has gone by so quick! It felt that yesterday was my first day of Transition (kind of like Pre School and Kindergarten mashed up together). That was about 11 years ago (1999) and still I survived many slings and arrows of outragous fortune.

Today when I was walking my dog (his name is Buster and he is a chihuahua cross Fox Terrior), when I saw a student from one of the public primary schools in my area. I thought she was a kindergarten (because she was small and cute), so turned around and walked to her, and asked her if she would like to pat my dog. She enthusiastically said yes and patted. When I was asking her what year (or grade) she was in, she replied, "I am a year two! I started school yesterday." I smiled and told her that I started school on Monday and she was shocked. But I think I made her day, it surely made my day. Everyone should do something nice to small kids because it'll make their day and also it's a random act of kindness.

Yesterday I returned from the Sunshine Coast! I had to catch up watching millions up millions of YouTube videos from my suscriptions that I have missed. I am about half way through it now. Which is a good achievement because it's past 10am in the morning. T.T But I did have fun at the Sunshine Coast. I send postcards to my pen pals (while I was away, I didn't have any letters from them -sad-) as well as getting a birthday gift for one of them (as well as everyone else, even if they are small). On Wensday when I was at the Sunshine Coast, I was with my mother at Australian Zoo and it is was boiling hot! It was 36 degrees (Celcius) and my mum and I were dying from the heat. When my mum and I arrive at the Sunshine Coast, it was Australia Day. There were heaps of drunken people and we even saw Polic have to "stalk" or watch these youthes (they were roughly between 18 and 20) who were trying to start fights and stuff. Eventually my mum and I saw an old school bus (nearly) full of drunken people.

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty

Splurgh

You have my heart,
And we'll never be worlds apart
Maybe in magazines
But you'll still be my star
---"Umbrella" by Rihanna

Splurgh to you to. Splurgh or splurdge is my new word. Not spiffy or uber or epic or even cheesemonkies (for me in year four, I created this make believe animal called cheesemonkies, which were monkies made out of cheese. I never did particular like cheese then or now). Which for me, marks a new "chapter" in my word vocabulary. But, does anyone remember making up words as a child? Kind of like what Sunny Bauldlaire does in the Series of Unfortunate Events (but her words mean a sentence not just one crazy make believe word that isn't in the Oxford or Urban dictionary).

When I look back as a child through my words or my actions. I had two sides (kind of like split personalities). Outside of the classroom but still in the school grounds, I was a very loud person. I didn't really care if I was even louder than some of the guys in the playground or by my over the top personalities, not been truely liked all that much. Then on the car or bus ride home, I'm all quiet. Not saying much to my friends on the bus. Which I am truely regretting now because I'm moving houses, away (most likely) from my bus route.

Apart from the "spurdge", I look at my childhood as possibly, I guess (in a way), eventful or at least "not right in a normal sense". I think one day (or possibly sometime in 2011) to publish my autobiography. I think my story needs to be told. In a way, I guess everywhere, someone's story needs to be told somehow. I think a lot of people need to read them and know how tough some people have.

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty

Long Blog #4

"There is neither happiness nor
misery in the world; there is only the comparison
of one state to another, nothing more. He who has
felt the deepest grief is best able to experience
supreme happiness. We must have felt what it is to
die, that we may appreciate the enjoyments of life."
--Alexandre Dumas

Recently I have watched a movie called Bandslam. It's pretty much the adventure (well, that's really bad phrasing but you get my drift after finishing this paragraph) of a band and it's glory of going to this competition to get some record deal in this competition at school. after coming second place, their performance was recorded, uploaded onto YouTube and eventually they got a record deal. The movie was good, I wouldn't say spectacular or anything like that nor extremely bad. I quite liked it, the fact that I want to get my band, Lola and the Rawr off the ground, the movie sort of inspired me to do that in a way. Kind of like me seeing Julie & Julia, it made me be inspired to actually do something.

I also recently watched It's Complicated. I absoultely dislike the whole plan and thing. It's just for people who are romance-obsessed over the limits. I am already confronted by the whole sexual thing through many lessons about it in PDH (Physical Development & Heath) and reproduction in Science. It's the fact that over doing it in this movie, kind of, well, freaked me out to the maximum. Meryl Streep was a good actress in this film, no doubt about that. In the end, it was a good movie, but I just disliked it with the over the top sexual themes, if you get my drift.

A Series of Unfortunate Events, well, what can I say about that? I read the first book in year four with my class. The class teacher was reading it to us, while the spare copies were given around to a few people in the class. I never bothered, after 2004, to read them. That is till the last few days of 2009 I picked up the second book (I still remember the first book, well in my mind) and started reading it. Now, up to book nine, I am re-loving the series again. It's 13 books long, pretty much 13 chapters inside (correct me if I'm wrong) and it's about the tales of three children and their misfortunes of escaping clutches of the villian, Count Olaf (who, each book, hides in disgisuses), who wants their fortune. It brang me back to my primary school years of reading the book. Does anyone enjoy the books like I do?

I am officially missing the Japan's rail systems. I missed the fact that trains come ever 2 minutes or so. CityRail (one of Australia's rail networks) is annoying the hell out of me. Whenever I go on the train (I think about everyone feels the same), it smells like number ones. It disgusts me like hell. There is a train pretty much every hour here and it annoys the heck out of me. They change the time table (I don't catch the train but), so my school has to pretty much catch the train in a hurry because of that. It's like 500m or more to the station from school and I think it's a pain because there is a train in an hour's time if you missed it. It is so annoying. If I catch the train to home, it's about 30 minutes (same amount of time if I wait for my bus) and it is a 6 minute or so train trip then a 30min or so walk to my house. If I catch the bus, it's 30min waiting, 40min trip and 5 min walk or so. The Japan Rail System, is crowded but still, it's sufficient and I love it. Even if it is crowed and you literally have to rush and get a seat if there is an oppertuneaty open for it.

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty

Long Blog #3

You can be healed of depression if every day
you begin the first thing in the morning to
consider how you will bring a real joy to
someone else.

Summer in Australia is going whacko here. One minute it's sunny, hot and 30 odd Degrees Celcius, the next is rainy, cold and miserable. What's up with this weather? I read on a Facebook group "You know if you grew up in the Blue Mountains if:", one post said "You know when summer comes. One minute is extremely hot, the next pouring down rain". Someone else also wrote that some tourists said "OH RAIN!", then the author of the post always reply, "NOOO! Give us sunshine!". It is very true about the whole weather thing. I really prefer sunshine but also prefer winter at the same time. Just the sunshine in the summer is always like 30 odd degrees, and it's too hot to do anything. Here, where I live, the only closest beaches are in Sydney. The closest pool to me is down the hill, which is convient because I play Basketball there on Friday nights.

Learning languages can be fun. I am currently learning Japanese which is harder than I expected. I am a slow learner, I must admit, but my brain doesn't soak up as quick and effectively as I would like to. You know what I mean? If I master Japanese in the future sometime, I would like to learn Russian (ancestors and jazz, plus my grandmother is Russian), German (ancestors), Korean, and then either Manderine or Cantonese. I know, it'll take a long time learning those languages, but it's worth a try. You only live once.

I saw a bilbord in Sydney. It said, "Don't give blood. People need your blood". It had a picture of a mozzie. Does anyone give blood? After June 30th, I can give blood. I am thinking about it. It's a good cause because people need it. I also thought of shaving my hair for "World's Greatest Shave", possibly in 2012 when I am in year 12, last year of High School. Has anyone done either of those two things? Or even thought about it? They are both, like I said, is a good cause. I do 40 Hour Famine each year since 2008, instead of giving up food (I vomit and get sick, seriously I do), I give up my necessities. For example, iPod, laptop, bed, lights, and DS. I eat my dinner in the dark on the floor.

On 26th December, I had to listen to MuggleCast while my mum and her friend's from across the road came over. I didn't go to sleep to nearly 10pm at night. MuggleCast kept me sane while I hear loud talking down stairs. Does anyone go to sleep at that time? I swear, everyone of my mum's friend who come at night make me sleep later. It drives me insane! Why do people do that? Are everyone night owls now and it's cool to be night owls? I sigh and groan at this matter.

Signing off,
DoomAngelKitty