Sunday, August 29, 2010

Bold the truths:
I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.

I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.

I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy rock music.
I enjoy RNB and pop.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone.

I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.

I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.

I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.

I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.

I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.

I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.
I prefer bands than singers.



I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)

All Time Low. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Ok Go. Panic At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. BeyoncĂ©. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Adam Lambert. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Green Day. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. Simple Plan. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Tokio Hotel. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Forever The Sickest Kids. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. Muse.

II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)

Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill. Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile. Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click. Scarface. District 9.

III. TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)

ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Smallville. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The O.C. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Ace of Cakes. Supernatural. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Whose Line is it Anyway?. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach

Day 01 - Favourite Song

I did this exact same one on Tumblr, if you read my Tumblr I am up to Day 25 so pretty much, half of these things are copied from that. So beware!
Okay I have many, so maybe the top 10?
1.You Got the Love - Florence + The Machine
2.Scariligious - Never Shout Never
3.Gives You Hell - The All American Rejects
4.I Wanna Touch You - The All American Rejects
5.Painting Flowers - All Time Low
6.Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
7.Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson’
8.Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
9.Riding Solo - Jason DeRulo
10.The Last Day on Earth - Kate Miller Heidke

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Blogger Challenge no. 2

•Day 1 - Favourite song
•Day 2 - Favourite Movie
•Day 3 - Favourite TV show
•Day 4 - Favourite Book
•Day 5 - Favourite quote
•Day 6 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 7 - A photo that makes you happy
•Day 8 - A photo that makes you angry/sad
•Day 9 - A photo you took
•Day 10 - A photo you took over 10 years ago
•Day 11 - A photo you took recently
•Day 12 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 13 - A fiction book
•Day 14 - A non-fiction book
•Day 15 - A fan fic
•Day 16 - A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
•Day 17 - An art piece
•Day 18 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 19 - A talent of yours
•Day 20 - A hobby of yours
•Day 21 - A reciepe
•Day 22 - A website
•Day 23 - A Youtube Video
•Day 24 - Whatever tickles your fancy
•Day 25 - Your day, in great detail
•Day 26 - Your week, in great detail
•Day 27 - This month, in great detail
•Day 28 - This year, in great detail
•Day 29 - Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
•Day 30 - Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 30 - Your Dreams

  • To get married, have kids (adopted, IVF or natural)
  • Finish High School
  • Finish University
  • Make gay marriage legal in Australia
  • To be carefree and relaxed and enjoy life as it comes
  • To leave my life happy, and furfilled.
  • Pass my Year 10 Certificate with at least a Band 3 or 4.
  • Live, Love, Laugh

Day 29 - Something that you miss

I miss my Dad, three years on March 6th, it still haunts me and I still miss him.
I miss Marcus, who died of cancer last year, he told me that he loved me and I rejected him, and I was sad because of that, he taught me not to live like that, and always remeber the good stuff, not the bad.
I miss everyone who left my world ever since I was little.
I miss my crush who is on the ski trip and I can't tell my crush that I love shim so much.

Day 28 - Something that you regret

I have so many things that I regret.
If I just list some, it would take forever, seriously forever.
One of my regrets, was I could stay up 30mins more to say goodnight to day, couple hours before his death, just to see him alive one more time would make my world go round.

Day 27 - Your First Kiss

I still haven't had a "first kiss", I am 16 and single and proud of it. I prefer to keep it that way until the person comes along that is right for me.

Day 26 - What is in your bag

In my Domo bag, there is my water bottle, camera, phone, wallet and iPod. I walked into town with it earlier this morning.

Day 25 - Your beliefs

  • I believe that homosexuals should marry. Love is love.
  • Everyone is equal.
  • Religion shouldn't even go into politics, this is not even the 18th century anymore.
  • People shouldn't stereotype religion with some things (e.g Muslims with terrorism), people just make a religion have a bad name.
  • Make an educational belief with reasoning, not some stupid redneck statement.

Day 24 - Your Best Friend

I have a few. But they live 1000km away from me.
  • Amandine (France)
  • Gabrielle (USA)
  • Theodora (Hong Kong)
  • Praew (Thailand)
  • Maya (Japan)
  • Aoi (Japan)
  • Mali (Japan)
  • Haruka (Japan)
  • Anna (Russia)
  • Hyemi (South Korea)
  • Heather (USA)

They aren't in any particular order, I list the countries they are from as well. =D

Day 23 - Your Fears

  • Dying (I greet death and accept it, but the thought HOW I am going to die and when is freaking me out)
  • Uneaveness
  • Getting hurt serverly
  • Loss of everything that I love
  • Failing

Day 22 - a picture of something that make you happy


Harry Potter makes me happy in all sort of ways. It reminds me as a young 6 or 7 year old watching the first Harry Potter movie with my family. It was the first series of books that I read independently and liked. I had dyspraxia so it affected my speech and how I say stuff, reading books actually helped me through it and now I am better than I was 12 years ago.

Day 21 - Your day in great detail

Sunday, 29th August 2010

6:30 am - Woke up & play on my iPod
7 am - Went to the toilet
7:15 am - Had breakfast
7:30 am - Watch TV
8 am - Questioning what the heck I am doing, ending up having a shower
9 am - Tumblr, Facebook, Blogger, Email
10 am - Slowly getting ready to walk into town
11 am - Walking to town stopping every so often to wait for my slowpoke mother with her cane. It takes like half an hour for a 15 minute walk. Not cool!
12 om - Had lunch, left mother and walked off, took 20 minutes for her to come back home watching me on the computer on Tumblr/Blogger.
1:30 pm - Continued to be on Tumblr & Blogger, debating whether or not to do homework. SERIOUSLY! IT'S A HARD QUESTION TO ASK!

I still have to continue from 1:35 pm - 9 pm, but it would be me debating my homework situation. My mum doesn't know that I still need to finish my Geography booklet (she thought I already handed it in) and do an essay. Shhh! Keep it a secret!

Day 20 - Whatever Tickles Your Fancy

OMG! I OFFICIL-AYYYY HAVE DEVIANART! OMGOMGOMGOMG! Haha, I might put up photographs up, I dunno, whatever tickles my fancy really. But it's good! I can show off my artwork to you guys. Well, maybe once I get the fluffing scanner up. =/

Day 19 - A YouTube video

This is my favourite video by the Vlogbrothers.

It's about a song about book eight of Harry Potter. It's really funny how they did it.

Day 18 - A Hobby of Yours

Writing stories, poems, all that sort of jazz. You know, the usual? If you been reading my blog here you notice short stories and poems. Look at the archive about early this year if you want to have a sneak peak.

Sometime, I will eventually write up here my short story that I wrote for my half yearly examinations for English. I got about 14 out of 20 or something like that. They marked me down because it has death and bullying in it. They want something happy, like a happy Disney story so I am going to write for my next short story about a lesbian couple who have bipolar and give birth to a Coke bottle name Fred. Sorry if I offend anyone with my story line, I just want to teach the Board of Studies and my teachers to respect people's story choices.

Day 17 - A talent of yours

I am double jointed. My fingures go like this and you can se my bone in my fingures. I can only do this in my middle three fingures on both of my hands. My pinkie and thumb are just normal like they are always are. My eyes can shrivle up and go like 90 km/hr and my arm can almost do 360 degrees - all the way round. I go up to about 90-180 degrees so far.

Day 16 - An Art Piece

It's called "Duckie" and it's by SimpleThingsPhotos.
Underneath the caption it says:

Whats the first thing you notice?
What do you like the most?
The least?
What could make it better?
Whats the first thing you thought when
you saw this?
What made you click this image?

Day 15 - a song that makes you cry

Kate Miller Hiedke's song "The Last Day on Earth". It makes me cry towards the end, I don't know why, it just makes sense to me how the lyrics are true for me and I don't care about anyone has said about it. I just cry and how I feel like it is my last day on earth, every friggen moment, every day.

Look down the ground below is crumbling
Look up the stars are all exploding

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams (x2)
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams

Between the dust and the debris
There's a light surrounding you and me

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams (x2)
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me
In my dreams

And you hold me closer than I,
can ever remember being held
I'm not afraid to sleep now,
if we can stay like this until

It's the last day on earth
In my dreams (x2)
It's the end of the world
And you've come back to me

(x2)
In my head I replay our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me? I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name
I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside

I ache, I ache, I ache inside (x3)
The last couple lines "In my head I replay our conversations/Over and over till they feel like hallucinations/You know me? I love to loose my mind/And every time anybody speaks your name/I still feel the same/I ache, I ache, I ache inside" I just cry. It's so real for me, I just cry about it.

Day 14 - A picture of you & your family

I don't think that my family would of appreciate me putting up their photos, in case of crazy stalkers or some crap like that. I can describe them or generalise them for you:
  • Mum - age 53, widow, librarian, stands up for her rights and mine (I question about my rights so far) and her legs are pretty much killing her with her achillies attendant (spelling is not my strenght xD)
  • Lelia - age 22 (23 in December), manager of Dangerfield, her boyfriend reminds me of Hamish Blake, snake bite piercing, amazing cool tatoos, and the oldest of the three sisters.
  • Tegan - age 20 (21 in October), casual/part-time worker at Dangerfield, tall, ex-Netballer, funny (same as Lelia) and wishes she has the looks of me (haha, jokes).
  • Sinead - age 16, single, kicks peoples arses, Harry Potter freak, Pokemon Master and everything that you want to be (haha it's me).

Day 13 - a picture of you last year and now; how you’ve changed since then

Me at last year's Athletics Carnival at school.
Me at this year's Swimming Carnival
How I changed? Not much, I think I am caring a bit more since it's the Year 10 Certificate year and I want to do decently well. Caring about my studies more like it. xD I think I slightly more mature than last year and I am learning about myself, my limits and my own definition of myself. I think the definition of what I thought of me last year was different to what I define myself at the end of the year.

I have to be more mature cause I am "legal" (like drinking with adult supervision, can move out, drive and have sex) and I have to make my own decisions. I only get to be 16 once and I am not in a rush to do half those things (except driving, I want to drive and get my P1 license but I don't want to crash).

So in the end, I matured and wised up over a year.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Day 12 - nicknames you have and why

Sinbad - Named after a cartoon pirate, I thought it was pretty gangster.
Sinbabe - My friends gave me this nickname because it was like a stripper name and they thought it was pretty funny at the time. No I don't strip nor do I plan to.
Marshmellow - One of the Japanese exchange students (Moeko) gave me her pink jacket because she didn't like it or her suitcase was full and she gave me her jacket. It was pink and very puffy and it reminded people of a pink marshmellow. So whenever I wear it my friends say my nickname of Marshmellow.
Shorty - I am 16 and I am 1.57 m (157cm) tall. I am shorter than most 12 and 13 year olds but I use it to my advantage. xD
Tornado Sineado - My Japanese name is Shineido (Shi-ni-i-do) so my friend thought it was a cool Japanese name so therefore Tornado Sineado came about.

Day 11 - how you found out about tumblr (blogger in this case) and why you got one

I found blogger because my mum uses it for her library and some of the fiveawesomegirls uses it. I think that blogger is quite peaceful unlike tumblr and Facebook. I don't think much people from my school uses it so it's quite clean. xD I use Blogger for just writing without ristrictions as such.

Day 10 - songs you listen to when you’re happy, sad, bored, excited, mad

Happy: Big Jet Plane - Angus & Julia Stone
Sad: The Last Day on Earth - Kate Miller-Heidke
Bored: Painting Flowers - All Time Low
Excited: Alice - Avril Lavigne
Mad: Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

Day 09 - something you’re proud of in the past few days

I felt proud last weekend, haha, so like a week ago from today, it was my first actual day of the 40hr Famine and I survived by doing drawings in my VAPD (Visual Arts Process Diary) like doing my fat Unicorn called Marshmellow, reading books, and doing my homework (which went terrible) and sleep.

Last night I felt proud of playing a half a game of Basketball for a team which was one down before half time. I just played a game before hand and I didn't have to help them. They thanked me heaps and I said no problem, it was a nice thing to do. I had fun with them. So it was a nice feeling. xD

Day 08 - Short term Goals this month and why

  • Finish off my assessments - History & Geography as far as I know is worth like 20% of my school certificate, if I get 70% at least in the assessment (being unrealistic), I will be happy. So finishing them is my short term (plus doing them well) and achiving a good result in my school certificate is my long term. xD
  • Surviving my last 3 actual weeks of term 3 - They are my last proper 3 weeks of school of year 10 before the crazy term 4. If I achieve on surviving, then I can survive term 4.
  • Plan for NaNoWriMo - I have to win. I don't care.
  • Raise money for 40hr Famine - Help kinds in 3rd World Countries. It makes me feel better about myself helping other kids.

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

I don't have a picture of him though here. He is my Dad and he died on March 6, 2007, age 50 (51 on December 30th). He had the biggest impact on me. I learned from him that you have to put your whole heart on things, even if it didn't reap it's own rewards, instead being used and cheated on. I learned that I have to be strong and work for things.

Day 06 - favorite super hero and why


Captain Planet because I use to watch him when I was younger. The good old days of the mid-late 90s, where everything was good and not as crap as it like now. The days was brilliant and layed back and nothing was too serious back then.
I liked Captain Planet because he taught us something, that our earth, our planet was our friend. Unlike the newer superheros, his situations applied outside the TV, our earth needs saving.

Captain Planet Theme Song:
"EARTH!"
"FIRE!"
"WIND!"
"WATER!"
"HEART!"

"Go Planet!"

"By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!"

Captain Planet, he's our hero
Gonna take pollution down to zero

He's our powers magnified
And he's fighting on the planet's side

Captain Planet, he's our hero
Gonna take pollution down to zero

Gonna help him put asunder
Bad guys who like to loot and plunder

"You'll pay for this Captain Planet!"

We're the Planeteers
You can be one too
'Cause saving our planet is the thing to do!

Looting and polluting is not the way

Hear what Captain Planet has to say!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you been to

This photo was taken when the school group went to Disneyland in Tokyo, I am the one with the shirt with the hammer on it. xD

Day 04 - A Habit that you wish you didn't have

I wish I didn't have the habit of biting my nails.

Day 03 - A picture of you & your friends

Me & Yan Yan
Haruka

Hyemi


Gabrielle



Amandine









Sunday, August 22, 2010

Day 02 - a recent picture of yourself and 15 facts about you

(This is me and Hannah)
  1. When I was young, I ate white bread with tons of tomato sauce.
  2. I had a Sailor Moon Outfit with the wand. I am cool.
  3. I think Pokemon is cool.
  4. I think Rove should be still on.
  5. Pokemon > Maths/Science assessment
  6. I am not your Gen Y stereotype. I KNOW THINGS KOCHIE!
  7. I secretly want a Basketball team called the Ravenclaws *silver and blue) or the Mighty Ducks (black and purple)
  8. If Tony Abbot becomes Prime Minister, I will get my broomstick and live in Japan as a Harajuku girl.
  9. I want a tatoo. Two in fact. One on my left wrist of the Death Eaters Mark, the other hands surrounding the quote of "I love you Graeme & Annie this much".
  10. Red is an ugly colour.
  11. I think Asian girls are so adorable and cute and I wish I was asian.
  12. I want to have an Asian kid. xD
  13. I think Maths is stupid and I think half the stuff that we learn isn't going to be life-saving-need-to-know stuff for life.
  14. Queen Elizabeth I is the bomb.
  15. Twilight is stupid, and I think that Vampires who sparkle are the stereotypical gay person or a sparkle pixie.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Day 01 - Introduce Yourself

Fudgeee.... How do I introduce myself?
I am Doom, or Spiffy, or Laffy. I don't care. I live in Godric's Hollow in Australia. No, Godric's Hollow is not in England/Scotland, it's in Australia. I adore Harry Potter and randomness.... Welll, I am 160 y.o.... nah... Just 16...
Well, that's all you really need to know.

30 Day Challenge (it's for Tumblr but hey it's blogger)

1. Introduce yourself
2. a recent picture of yourself and 15 facts about you
3. a picture of you and your friends
4. a habit that you wish you didn’t have
5. a picture of somewhere you’ve been to
6. favorite super hero and why
7. a picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
8. short term goals for this month and why
9. something you’re proud of in the past few days
10.songs you listen to when you’re happy, sad, bored, excited, mad
11. how you found out about tumblr and why you got one
12. nicknames you have and why
13. a picture of you last year and now; how you’ve changed since then
14. a pic of u and ur family
15. a song that makes you cry
16. an art piece
17. a talent of yours
18. a hobby of yours
19. a youtube video
20. whatever tickles your fancy
21. your day in great detail
22. a picture of something that make you happy
23. your fears
24. your best friend
25. your beliefs
26. whats in your bag
27. your first kiss
28. something you regret
29. something you miss
30. your dreams