Showing posts with label Laugh Away. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Laugh Away. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Why can't my life be like those teenage singers in Asia?

As I looked up, the streak of clouds (left behind in the trail of planes) disappeared to tomorrow
Even then, I continued to paddle on my bicycle
Yeah, climbing up the upslope, to the sky on the other side
Because I felt I could overcome that some day
As if losing my way, get away get away
Don’t lose your passion/ambition (Get away Get away)
Stretch out your arms
---- "Laugh Away" by Yui

Why can't my life be like those teenage singers in Asia? My friend and I were listening to her iPod during one History lesson when our teachers was on the year 10 camp. She was telling me how a few singers on her iPod are our age (like around 15 years old). I felt jealous cause in Western society there is hardly any (as far as I know) any singers who are like 13 years old and famous. This is my conclusion to my life: I am a failure compare to the young Asian singers. Therefore, is some other teenagers, who like me, aren't talented like the Asian singers.

On the same topic of Asia, I am procrastinating and feeling like I am failing Japanese. Errgh, too... much.. of... a... demanding... subject... ever... Hopefully, after 8 weeks of holidays, I'll be pro at the subject. Otherwise, there is no hope after year 10 that I'll choose Japanese Continuers in years 11 & 12. I'm such a failure. After my much hard work to make sure I am keeping up with this subject, I can't really handle it anymore. I need... a tutor. THERE I SAID IT! Errgh, if you know me, I don't really like to be helped because I'm self-consious like that. Haha, go my poor me.

Happy: End of school
Sad:
Still tired
Fad:
Manga drawing
Anti-fad of the week:
Studying

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DoomAngelKitty